so. the majority of all my new stuff is neopets. XD how lovely. eh. i have nothing really new to add.

except that im extremely lonely.

i still have to do my spanish project. why did i want to be smart and stay in honors?
crap. i have to look for colleges soon too. fuckmylifefuckmylifefuckmylifeee

i have this thing with growing up. i dont wanna do it. XD

i kinda feel like watching sydney white. ehh.

it rained today. i couldnt go swimming. so i drew a picture with my tablet instead of painting the laundry room. (painting walls is no fun unless u can put designs on them.

when i get my own house im going to make it rainbow. every room will have black and white furniture but every room will have different color walls. like ill have a red room and an orange room and a lime room and a teal room. of course i can put some objects in the room with a different color (like in the lime room, ill put fake apples in a vase with sunflowers)

itll be in order too. the first room u walk in will be red, then the next orange, then yellow, lime, teal, royal blue, bright-ass-purple, and hot pink just for fun.

that would be one hot house.

but in order to do that id have to grow up..sigh. i guess its inevitable.

ill talk to my guidance counselor.

GAHHHHHH!!! okay okay. you when you think (in the state of nj) '16' you think "permit to drive" right? well thats what i thought. UNTIL MY MOM DECIDED TO SAY "when you can pay for insurance, you can get a license" MEANWHILE, she never did that to nikki. but now that theres 2 of usm shes making us work for it.

WHAT THE FUCKKK?!!?!?

yeah its expensive, but i have to know how to drive! i plan on communting to school so i dont have to pay rooming. but thats gonna be impossible if i dont have a license until im 19!!!

UGHHHHH I HATE THISSSS!!!! IF SHE DID THIS TO NIKKI 6 YEARS AGO I WOULDNT FEEL SO BAD. BUT COME ON!!!

oh! and she said I WOULD NEGVER MAKE U PAY FOR INSURANCE. what are you doing now, bitch?!!?

UGHHHHHH IM SO MAD!!!!!!!!!

alright alright alright! summmaeerrrrrrrr is hereeee!!!!

what does this mean?! MORE DEVIATIONS BABY!! i actually have one on the way. ill start coloring it when im done typing this.

you know whats gay as BALLLLLSS tho? the spanish project i have to do ove rthe summe.r just as i thought the projects would cese! (oh and tony, i fount the Spanish Accent Please button on my remote. ill be darned if i could get it working tho.)

i think i wanna be a tattoo artist when i grow up. lets face it, how awesome would that be. my boyfriends mom thinks id be pretty whack at it (my words, not hers) so i gave it a try with henna. not bad if i say so myself. ill just keep working on it. idk how ill be able to do a real tattoo (my own or giving it to someone) cause i am AWFUL with needles. maybe if i cant see it ill be fine. any volunteers to hold my hand?

and for the dorky bit. alright. not a lot of you know but i still play neopets (LAUGH IT UP NOW BIG-BOY) anyways. the main reason i go on is for coding stuff like userlookups and layouts. i mostly scribble them. there for, i will be adding my scribbles on to here for the viewers pleasure.


VVV not in a shitty mood. my computers lagging and i cant change it

Okay. so lemon slushies (me, shani, nicky, adri, katie f, jason, kyle, chris, shannon, and evan) (i say thier names like you know them) played dodgeball for charities and instead of saying "suck this" we pretty much screamed "we suck" its okay tho. it was for the orphans. and we had fun! and thats what counts right? at least we played fair. the gym teachers cheated. straight up cheated. they would get hit and not go out! those bastards! i actually hit 2 ppl and they didnt get out either. oh well. it was best 2/3 and we got one.

anyways. i have 2 projects out of the way and i have half of one left. (i have like..9 days to write my 5 page report on la marcus adna thompson.

i handed in my english paper (5 pages on the american dream. kill me) and this kid took a look at my paper and said i got an 87. IM SO BUMMED!!! i wanted at least a 95!!! what the hell did i do wrongggg?! im not usually a stickler for grades but i worked really hard on this.

my math projet sucks. i had to make a math amusement park. i litterally have a hot glued heap of wood and foam-core. its awfulll. i honestly dont care what she gives me.

only a few more days left of school. maybe like 13, give or take a day. i cant wait til all these projects end.

OH YEAH. i get ANOTHER english project. MONDAY. as my final. were the only class in the whole school in the whole district doing it apparently.

ughhhhhhh killlll meeeeeeeeeeeee

but on the brightside! im going to a sweet sixteen tonight in brooklyn i think. my friend michelles party. were going hardcore and getting driven there by coach bus. WOO HOO!!

ill be with ry-ry and adri and katie d. (my life partner.) (well. my other life partner. me and michelle have like 47 kids or something like that)